Monday, September 28, 2009

psychedelic cow beans

happy new week, citizens. my Native American name today is Coffee Flowum Freely. so many blogging topics swirling around in my head... that's what I get for not posting for a week.

firstly, foodie business. here's a representative pic of the spoils of our most recent farmer's market outing at t'afia:



when we got home, husband used his cooking prowess to make me this delectable thing:



the great difference between Canino's market and t'afia is that at t'afia you're definitely getting local products, which meant there wasn't as great a variety of choice as Canino's in terms of products and it was a bit more expensive (I think we spent about 30 bucks). some of our groceries (okra, little eggplants, and sweet potato tops) came from a community garden in the 5th ward, mushrooms and bell pepper from another local farm, new potatoes from another, cheese from another, and yard eggs from another. We sampled other tasty treats, and are excited to purchase other offerings in the future when our grocery envelope has a bit more cash in it (especially some locally made andouille sausage and refrigerated chicken samosas, both of which knocked me out). Canino's and their vendors have a ton of food available, much of it still acquired from California and whatnot (or wherenot). frankly, I enjoy the shopping experience of both. t'afia had some really cool specialty items... booths with beautiful oragami mobiles and framed art, gorgeous and delicate jewelry and accessories, and locally made seasonal soaps and face scrubs. not cheap... but sort of special, if you're in the market for that.

in rifling through my podcasts this week, I came across this one, Hands Off My Haagen-Dazs And IKEA on NPR's Talk of the Nation, featuring guest Charlotte Allen. Ms. Allen wrote this op ed piece in the LA Times recently, calling out food snobs everywhere. personally, I find the whole thing pretty funny, as Ms. Allen comes off just as humorously snarky and pretentious in her defense of cheap food and derision of various social critics as anyone in the hardcore locavore camp. while I support the freedom of folks to spend their dollars as they see fit, I don't have much admiration for her reasoning that because we're in a recession we should naturally migrate to the cheapest options available regardless of quality or product history, for food or anything else. nor do I think that people who decide to seek out products based on different criteria such as seasonality, manufacturing information, etc - yes, even in a recession - fall into the category of snobby elitism. what's so wrong with choosing to eat foods in season? is it so offensive to us to endorse personal limits of the dietary variety? so odd that such an idea should be connoted with elitism, especially in a nation that touts diets based on people depriving themselves of entire categories of food, like carbs, as a healthy eating option. and finally, my other problem with the way Ms. Allen's represented herself in both articles is her seemingly flippant attitude toward the economic realities of the actual local farmer and the effect our spending patterns have on anything outside of our borders....'that problem's in Mexico, what can we do about it? that's their problem, now give me my cheap strawberries in the dead of winter.' I think a lot of us share this tension of local/global responsibility to varying degrees about a myriad issues, but that doesn't make our stubborn "I want my cheap stuff!" stance any more attractive or ethical.

speaking of ethics, Ms. Allen suggests that foodies and locavores are out-of-touch nutjobs for encouraging people to spend more money on food even as jobs are disappearing and Americans are seeing how far they can stretch their bucks. true, many people find themselves in uncertain and scary economic times, but I wish she'd addressed the topic a little more in-depth - which, I must say, is my primary dislike of extreme pieces like this on either side of an issue... IMO, if you want to be most effective in stating your thesis, demonstrate that you've listened to and fully understand where the other side is coming from. the argument for spending more - or just differently - on food and choosing a better food product, while certainly tied to and affected by environmental and other factors for some people, is fundamentally based on perceptions of health: what are you choosing to put into your body to make it run? if that question becomes important to you, you'll try to make room for the answer that works for you, just as we attempt to make room for any other commodity/benefit we really want (not that that means we can always have it). for some of us, we ARE willing to forego extraneous costs in other budget areas, because we think our food choices might be more important to our overall health and well-being over the long haul. ELITIST JERK, WANTING TO BE HEALTHIER!! just jokes, didn't mean to shout at you there. I also think her points could come across a bit condescending to people on tight budgets, many of whom still manage to work long hours, avoid the dollar menu at Jack in the Box, and quietly structure their time to serve their families many whole or home-prepared foods. I was telling the husband that I'm not convinced that buying from farmer's markets (and using the local grocery store in tandem/supplementally) is that much more expensive than buying everything at your local Kroger or HEB, depending on how you choose to shop and the types of food you're looking for. I think it all lends itself to being very adaptable, if a person wanted to spend a little extra time shopping (which is probably one of the biggest issues... grocery stores are an easier 'one stop shop'). in our experience so far, we're not buying a lot of extra, processed/long-storage goods to stock our pantry... we're tending to purchase more fresh foods which is forcing us to eat what we've bought with whatever we already have in various combinations over the week before they spoil. plus, we haven't been buying as much meat (though our sausage/bacon consumption might have spiked since we found the both 'natural' and Texan Pedersdon's Farms brand) don't get me wrong, though... we still spent all of our grocery money this month.

one more little observation... I do think these topics also come down to people's preferences, and as much as I enjoy good debate I wish we -collectively - didn't feel a need to express our own likes in the context of villainizing another. preferences are feelings, and are highly individual. mine are subject to change a lot, too. we're enjoying our various food experiments, undoubtedly, but I wouldn't make value judgements about how other people choose to feed their families. as I've heard, "it's safe to assume that people are generally trying to do their best with what they've got".

and the best I've got today involves dried 'cow' beans (because they're totally black and white) in the crock pot with some onion and a chunk of the pork loin we defrosted yesterday. dried beans are such a good, cheap option, and I LOVE any sort of bean under the sun... my main issue is remembering to put them on to soak the night before.


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the other night we thawed some Christian Cattle Company beef patties (thanks, Mom and Dad!) to grill up burgers. at one point, M came inside, handed me one of those hand lighter things, and told me to follow him outside. with Chino pacing around our legs and sniffing longingly at the grill, M read the oncologist's report from this month a year ago, when a growth was removed from our sweet old dog's mouth and found to be malignant. the prognosis wasn't good... Chi was given a matter of months before they thought his health would start deteriorating. the medical options were both invasive and expensive, so we decided to allow our dog to live as many days as God would let him while we spoiled him a bit and made the most of our time together. here we are, a year later, and he's still with us. we commemorated the anniversary by ceremoniously burning the report in our chiminea and giving this good dog a hamburger.

lookee!! the husband *just* forwarded this email correspondence:

Good Day Dr. E,

Last year we visited your office with our dog Pacino after a malignant growth was found in his mouth by his GP. You took care of him and presented us with some options, which unfortunately were well beyond what we could spend to fight canine cancer. So we decided to do nothing, and let him live the rest of his days with a little bit table food and new chew toys until he appeared uncomfortable. I remember you suggested that he would have about 4 months.

I know that where you work you deal with a lot of terminally sick pets and parents who have to cope with losing someone they've loved for a decade, the same as losing a young child. I can't say that I know what it takes to work in that environment every day. So I thought you'd like to know that Pacino is still with us, a year later, with no signs of slowing down. He loves to play and run, he still jumps up on furniture he shouldn't, he still brings us his toys to let us know it's time to give him attention. All of the things that make him who he is are still there, every day. Since our trip to your office we've lived every day with Pacino as a special one, and that has made the last year more significant for all of us.

MGB


and her response:

I am so happy to hear the "good stories". I always love it when they exceed our expectations. You have the right mind set- just cherish each day you get and love him to the fullest. Spoil him rotten!

Dr E



so sweet. :) I love that M thought to write her.


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the other night, we took in the Happy Mondays and Psychedelic Furs at the House of Blues. I really had a fun time... I didn't get a good pic of the Happy Mondays, but they put on a super fun, groovin' show and I liked them a lot. here are pics of the PFs... M joked that their lead singer looks like an architect, or a software developer. they were great, and still sounded like themselves. here's a little clip of 'Pretty in Pink':








I'll close this entry with some random pics from the last week or so. note my choice to break out the UGGS even though we've only really had one cool day so far. I'd wear these babies all year 'round if I could.







-m.y.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

tonight...

I am loving this song, over and over and over.





I'm thankful for a day that involved M getting to New Orleans safely, the first wearing of my UGGS this season, a breakfast of sugary beignet and cafe au lait from Crescent City Beignets, an afternoon of rest. AND... I am reminded of why I'm so grateful for programs with steps to work and people to drink coffee and journey with. it sounds like a horribly judgemental thing to say - I write that thinking that maybe by acknowledging my judgement I'm absolving myself of it, heh, I kill me - but really... the crux of it is that I think everyone should be so fortunate as to be in a program. I'm not kidding. not that I wish addiction or insanity on anyone, but to me recovery is about living as a human being, walking around and dealing with your world and changing to meet it, or not. and we all do that, and we all falter at some point and could stand some confession, humility, perspective, and good, trusted company. and that's what I have. excellent, quality company, fearless and gentle and flawed and family. the quality of both the people in my life and that of my problems has only increased over time, and for both I'm on-my-knees-grateful to you, God.


and now, because it's just great, here's a video of a high school performing a Mates of State song in six-part harmony. I adore it.



for the 'real' verson, go here. we love this band.

Monday, September 14, 2009

weekend...

this weekend turned out to be really nice. some of the highlights were:

* breakfast and conversation at the T's Saturday morning. I LOVE going over to their house, and it was good to spend the morning with them and our friend B.

* girls night Saturday night. from start to finish, I needed that, ladies. Hobby Lobby, to Bucca di Beppo, to decaf and ice cream brownie-time at the house. racy. awesome.

* discovering polenta! specifically, this one, Estancia Organic Polenta:



it was super fast, easy to make, and so good - M cooked it in chicken broth and added fresh parmesan cheese and red pepper. we had it as a side to some green beans and brussel sprouts the other night, and have since been spooning the leftovers, dollop by dollop, into a sausage and vegetable soup I made. love this polenta, no joke.

* fresh baked bread! I came home and found my breadmaker on the counter. I used to buy those breadmachine boxes, but haven't made bread that way in forever, mostly because the breadmachine is pretty big and our counter space is precious as it is. M started looking up recipes and learning about how the thing works, and has made 2 loaves of basic white bread so far, one on the fast 1 hr setting and one on the 3 hr setting. water, flour, sugar, salt, yeast... um, and something else. DELICIOUS.



while I was at Hobby Lobby looking at fabric options for the fellowship hall, I got this text from him: "we. are. never. buying. bread. again." :)

* Sunday church. because I like our Bible class, the singing was great, and I love hearing my friends sing around me.

* Sunday night excursion. we left the house, rolled down the windows, and headed down 45 to walk around Conn's, Home Depot, and Lowe's. I have to tell you, I loved having my hair whipped around by the wind, and sticking my arm out the window to feel the force of it as we tooled down the highway. gorgeous evening. we've been talking about things we'll need for the house eventually, and it was fun to dream and price things out, to look at doors and paint colors. and fun to leave without spending anything.

have a good Monday, everyone.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

fritatta is my love language.

many of you know my husband doesn't like eggs. to eat, I mean. BUT, I do like to eat the eggs. in yet another expression of sweetsweet marital commitment, he made me a gorgeous, fluffy fritatta the other night. plus some tasty honking sausage and leftover apple braised cabbage (which was even better the second day).



true love, people.

company ratatouille

so I've already written once about making ratatouille, which was yummy and flavorful and chunky-goulash-like. since we got a crazy amount of vegetables at the farmer's market last weekend, the pressure is on to cook and eat them all before time takes it's toll. we had such success with the last ratatouille night, yesterday I undertook Smitten Kitchen's version of rat-ta-too-ee-for-you-ee , altered to fit yoshimi's urgent need to use things she has in the 'fridge.

my ingredients:



I spent a goodly amount of time chopping vegetables. Smitten Kitchen tried to start out with vegetables that were mostly the same size so everything would look pretty and uniform in the casserole dish, but since I was using what I had on hand I just tried to work it out. it was during this activity that I saw the wisdom in husbin's desire for a mandolin slicer for Christmas. we will be updating our Amazon wish list.



I know. that's a lot of chopped up vegetable to go into one little casserole. that's what I was thinking, too. oy.

SK called for a tomato puree to go in the bottom of the casserole dish, but I had some vodka pasta sauce we needed to use so I combined that with about a quarter cup of crushed tomatoes. to that, in addition to the ingredients she listed, I added some extra vegetable bits I had after chopping (diced mushroom stems, red pepper, green onion).



I then arranged my vegetables as best I could on top of the sauce in the dish, drizzled with olive oil, and liberally sprinkled with salt, pepper, and a bit of dried thyme as I didn't have any fresh:



I cut out the parchment paper per SK's instructions, placed it in the dish to see that it totally fit, and was about to feel like a rockstar until I saw the little garlic cloves forlornly sitting there on the countertop and realized I'd forgotten to put them in. they're supposed to go into the sauce underneath all of the vegetables. my bad. so.... I chopped them up and sprinkled them on top. who's going to know the difference?



I once again applied the protective cover of parchment paper. which I did have on hand, thanks to last Christmas' challenging cookie experiment. into the oven with you, rat-ta-too-ee.



the leftover vegetables got chopped up and will most likely become a soup in the next few days... or a monster veggie fritatta...



and voila, fifty minutes later I took this out of the oven. even with mismatched vegetable sizes and non-traditional ratatouille ingredients like carrots and mushrooms, it came out looking nice and smelling awesome.




we took SK's advice and served it over rice, with a dollop of goat cheese on top. which was delish and, as far as I'm concerned, a crucial addition.



I just finished the leftovers and can vouch for it's 'next day' tastiness (especially with a bit of sriracha sauce). but the real moral to this story is... I love that there are so many recipes out there, and that they can be so fun and easy to adapt to what you've got and what you like.

tonight is Ethiopian cabbage again, by request. and spinach, because the freshness clock is ticking on those guys... brussel sprouts, okra, and green beans, I have my eye on you. and you, there, the globe-y green squash things, you're liable to be fried along with that okra if you'll just hang in there another day or two.

I've never been so full of vegetables. happily.

first day of school

our precious niece started school yesterday at a 2-day-a-week mother's day out program. we received a flipping adorable picture of her holding a picture of us and wearing her socks pulled up and the Converse we got her (classic white, yo)... the child is in her diaper, so to protect her young modesty I won't post it here, but it's one of my favorite things to look at right now. we immediately sent her back a photo of OUR converse, which we happened to be wearing, and my brother reported that he didn't even have to tell her that they were our feet. :)

here she is with her new lunchbox:




she called M yesterday to tell him she played on the playground and that she loves her 'Un-ul Mi-ul'. which, of course, made his day.


we are very, very proud of this sweet, good little girl.



p.s. her mama could probably use a little encouragement... it can be tough to see your baby growing up. we love you, L!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

cuh-razy.


Sick flute beat-boxing - Watch more Funny Videos

I'll never think of flute players the same way again.


we kept miss E the other night while her parents went out on the town... behold the somewhat blurry i-phone awesomeness:







and I give you scenes from Canino's farmer's market on Airline:




so pretty. a very nice way to shop, too (especially on pretty days like this). we spent about $30 and came home with a ton of good, fresh things to eat plus a variety of great dried beans.

I'm out. oh, and p.s. ms. frank, I just finished off my chocolatey leftovers from last night. ALL OF IT. we had fun with you guys. :)

-m.y.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

because I can't leave well enough alone... politics ahead, if you'd like to detour now



here's an article in the Chronicle about President Obama addressing school children about the importance of education and working hard. the fallout is, of course, polarizing. there is clear precedent for presidents to do such things, such as when President Bush sent out a nationally televised message to kids about drugs. holy moly, when I was in second grade we 'voted' in a mock election... I remember voting for Jimmy Carter. that was back when I heard that the Republican party was for business and rich people and Democrats were for the working man. thanks, mom and dad, for not making a big hubub at my school about that stuff, and for not imagining that it would somehow permanently define me.

Quoting the article, "One parent told her the president's speech “obligates the youngest children in our public school system to agree with Obama's initiatives or be ostracized by their teachers and classmates,” and does not allow for healthy debate."

what? it obligates them to agree with the initiative of getting a good education? you want them to debate the merits of education?? look, you may not like his stance on healthcare or the way our government is spending itself into oblivion, but to hear a pro-education message from a very intelligent, democratically elected, African American president is a good thing no matter how you slice it. I realize that it's a parent's job to protect their children and figuring out what to filter out for them must be daunting... I guess most movies and television shows don't make the grade, either... but be careful when bleeding your politics all over your kids, stop making them wear hate message t-shirts to school and proudly teaching them that that's acceptable, intelligent communication of one's beliefs (photo above), and if you're so concerned about a healthy debate try starting one at home. teach your kids to be critical thinkers who can hear opposing views and respond thoughtfully without showing up at a rally with their gun and running to pundits for talking points. making a quiet choice for your child is one thing, but please don't vociferously bully your local school because of your politics... it's not cool, nor does it remotely model Christianity. this might be an opportunity to partner with your child and his/her class to actually have something positive happen (not the least of which is reiterating that we should be respectful of local educational administrators and the office of the president, no matter how disgusted we might be with current goings-on). but no. President Obama cannot address the children about the importance of showing up to school and working hard to become something, because then the kids will surely want a handout, cash for their clunker, and socialized health care. or worse... they may think the guy on tv is just a nice man or something.

I feel this quote from the article: “I wish our elected leaders were responsible enough to denounce this kind of wild-eyed paranoia,” Miller said. “But the problem is too many of them are actually feeding this kind of nonsense — like when the governor flirts with secessionists and State Board of Education members say the president sympathizes with terrorists.”

I didn't even vote for him. I hate that we're in Afghanistan, am completely horrified at our current fiscal policy, and shudder to think what our tax situation will be in ten years (I hold the last few administrations at fault for a lot of this mess, too, though, through their own action, inaction, and choices based on reasons other than the good of the American people they serve). but the furor and attacks, the fear-mongering and spin-the-soundbyte half-truths, the planned and planted shoutings-down in the recent town hall meetings, bad and shallow stadium journalism on both sides... it's all pushing me further and further toward seeking out alternative media and regarding everyone with a critical eye and deep suspicion.


*edit*

Governor Perry weighs in:

"I think it's disturbing when you get this message, that you will have your kids, in a forum where the president of the United States is, obviously he's got a message there. Nobody seems to know what he's going to be talking about ... why didn't he spend more time talking to the local districts, superintendents?"

pretty sure the 'message there' is about EDUCATION, Governor. that seems to be 'what he's going to be talking about'... I knew that, not sure how you and others are so seemingly in the dark and distressed about it all. and maybe he didn't spend more time talking to the local districts and superintendents because he's the President of the United States and is doing things on his own timetable.

ugh. will the politicking never end? let the dude talk about education. if the teachers request it, let the kids write a paper about how they will try to be better citizens and 'help President Obama' (which is the obvious intent, not a Marxist agenda of creating Obama followers. please. is your youth minister creating mindless followers by saying, 'okay kids, write down some ways that you could help me/the church/your parents?... or a YMCA coach saying 'I want you guys to think about ways you can help make this season the best ever.'). the far right is losing a lot of us in the middle.

outing myself

I'm sorry... but America's Funniest Home Videos has been known to swoop in occasionally and make my day better. it's true. a good montage of people falling down and hapless dads getting accidentally hit in the privates makes me cackle.

after glancing at the news, wrestling to open the garage door (to no avail), making my to-do list, and wondering how to get all of the sticky sap off of the gate and my car, I've decided that today definitely needs more cats freaking themselves out.