Tuesday, March 29, 2011

discoveries

it's always good to learn new things about people, yes? well, in the past few days I've learned that my hubs can whip up both brownies and biscuits from scratch like *that*. this marriage thing just gets richer and richer for me. seriously, the biscuits in the photo below are my new carby boyfriends. 'were', I mean. har-har. we're at the end of our March food budget and have really tried to be good and abide by our envelopes instead of allowing ourselves to run over, and though the cupboard is looking a little bare mgb threw this delicious succotash and biscuit dinner together last night:




I've been scouting nearby parks for bucket swings for Magz, and we headed over to the neighborhood park behind Shearn after our Southern dinner. there were a lot of people out, and the baby was a bit thrown by it all. forgive all the photos, but I like to call this collection, Park... Friend or Foe?:

first impressions: very uncertain about the swing.



it got a little better.


brave enough to wave:


we still seem to be having more fun than she is.


sliding with mama. why are we here again?:


considering her position:


and deciding to engage:


climbing?


why yes, don't mind if I do!


look, Daddy, other kids doing stuff!


going the distance:


celebrating with Daddy after making it down the slide (with lots of help):


a few other discoveries of late:

- two more yoga classes taken since last I blogged... I'm bendier than I thought I was! still crazy sore, but it feels weirdly good. I do notice that there's tension in my shoulders and hips that has really taken hold, and I'm plotting the use of the spa gift certificate I got at Christmas. I think a little deep tissue massage will help jiggle some things loose...
- I'm corresponding again with my dear, lovely friend Yoko! She and her family were in northern Japan and survived the tsunami, though life is still far from easy. Yoko is a yoga instructor herself, and I wish I could take a class with her. I'm so grateful to be reconnected with her.
- taking a nap is such a delicious, luxurious thing to do. can we enforce siesta, please? I'm pretty sure it will make us all better people.
- you should always pay any EZtag toll tickets promptly, because the fines will smack you around and make you feel royally stupid for waiting so long.
- my Real Simple from two months ago has some really great stuff in it. I'm a little behind in my reading stack.
- God keeps finding ways to break through and give me glimpses of more than what I know right now.
- W's 'clothing inspiration' email - it felt like a fun discovery and just made me feel good. thanks, girl. :)

-m.y.

Friday, March 25, 2011

a stolen moment catch-up

it's been sort of busy around here. you know, stuff and work and stuff.

I think to write things all the time and they never seem to make it here. but here's an update!

I've been making an appearance at the Y more. 2 of Olga's yoga classes, even! which are so so hard. the plan is to hit another today, to ring in the weekend with the appropriate level of muscle-spasmy ouch-but-yay accomplishment. my attention span being what it is, I've been doing modified circuit training and running sprints lately. that's fun to type - I've never really been a runner of any kind, but the sprints get my heart rate up and give me quick goals to meet, which works right now. my body, still something of a wild card in it's new post-baby reality, is really feeling better and better.

hubs sent me out with gift certificates to get some things for myself, and after spending a couple of hours searching/trying on clothes and finally coming home with 2 candles and an outfit for the baby I decided I need some help. I can't seem to decide who I am anymore, or at least how to translate that to how I want to dress. I'm not young enough (or have the body) to dress in certain styles, and I'm not ready to embrace what I deem 'soccer-mom'-wear. I want to be fairly classic and still cool. I'm unsure right now of how to do that.

I've been trying on some different podcasts lately. one that I'm liking is by Cornerstone Church, the church in California where Francis Chan used to preach. I've been in a dry place for awhile with little energy and less attention span, and I'm really seeking things that resonate because it's no fun to be in the valley and I'm weary of it. in my current 'season', I'm finding myself desiring different experiences... I told M that if we were a church with two services, I'd likely be choosing the contemporary one right now. I love hymns, I sing them to my daughter, but my dry space could do with some fresh emotion, new expression. I think podcasts and things like that are a good way to experience new things without burdening my church with the responsibility of meeting my changing needs.

I'm teaching cradle class on Sunday mornings. Right now it's just Magz and I, but we'll be joined by another little one soon and I'll work out a schedule of other helpers. The positive things about teaching are 1) I get to work in a gift, because singing and making things fun for this age group is natural to me, and 2) I'm being forced to think of the most basic things, like the love of Jesus. the power of God. what I believe. I miss attending my own Bible class and it would be easy for me to feel a little isolated, but with the baby I don't feel I have much of a choice right now other than stay home until worship time (which is what I think others with babies have done). I used to take her to class with me but it's way too distracting now, so I started a class for Magz and the other babies coming to attend until she turns 2 and can join the existing classes. plus, they're able to learn so much! I'm glad for her to have a class, and I'm hoping it will be an encouragement for more young families to feel welcome during bible class. I'm also hoping I will be able to be able to structure things so that I can return to class myself at some point.

she's up now, and it's time to go do stuff again. in closing: my husband is the best one. our baby is so lovely. I'm so thankful for blessings abundant, and for spring.

-m.y.





Tuesday, March 15, 2011

nine months.

good gracious, our baby is nine months old! I pretty much love this age... the only tough part is the whole "grab her quick, she's gleefully pulling up on that unsafe thing!"-part. here are our photos, taken in our front yard on this beautiful day:





ballerina!:






we're tight right now, this one and I. I am so crazy about her. the other night after watching Road to Perdition I did the whole, 'mikebell, if something happens to me you'll have to tell her all the things she needs to know, but mostly about how much I loved her.' he said sure, because no photographic evidence exists to prove such a thing...



she's still pulling up on everything, and is beginning to be brave about letting go a little. toys and books are cool, but Pat the Bunny is a special favorite and she likes doing each page's activity. we're into pointing and waving right now, and love to use our fingers to eat our Miss Barbara's hole 'n ohs, sweet potato fries, green beans, carrots, bananas, and anything else mama will put on the tray. she's getting better with the sippy and gestures to have a drink of water from our cups at mealtimes. she's still eating pretty well - I'm looking forward to more fruits and vegetables coming into season. I'm still making most of her food, and while it's easy and only requires a little more planning my most recent lesson taught me this: baking apples and pears is a ton more work and effort than just steaming or boiling them in a little water. mama's not doing it that way again. we're mashing things just a little for her to eat, and she's getting pretty good at 'chewing'. I had no idea the puree phase would be so fleeting, it seems like we moved on to chunkier fare very quickly. I've been hitting most of the foods on our pediatrician's list and have included seasonal local things we've found, but have also been taking advice from Ellyn Satter's Child of Mine; Feeding your Child with Love and Good Sense.

for kicks, here's what we LOVE right now:

1 sweet potato, cut into fries
pinch of cinnamon
drizzle of olive oil

mix it all together and bake them on a foil-lined baking sheet for 25-30 minutes @ 350. it is delicious and you'll want to eat all of them yourself.



I could write more, but she's pulled up and is peering at me from behind the laptop. and is now reaching for the power cord.

I'm out. :)

-m.y.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

a productive weekend, I must say.

we've been puttering around the house all weekend, and it's been seriously lovely. the weather cooperated and provided a most agreeable climate in which to tackle our yard, which needs heaps and heaps of TLC. margaret ann turns 9 months old on tuesday and she's doing new things every day, which is thrilling, scary, and bittersweet all at once. here are a few photoz of the girl:





with grandma and momo in Hico:



hangin' out in her Amy's Ice Cream onesie with the berry paci and toasted hole 'n ohs (we're so into using out fingers right now):




"this is a local green bean, everybody":


playing the pots:


but not for very long. I'll just sit here and chew this spoon please, thanks.


we cleared all the cacti and giant creepy aloe vera from this front bed. there are still a lot of rocks to pick up, but we're making good progress. here's mikebell digging everything up - I marked the outline of the bed I want with the garden hose. fyi, somewhere in those rocks below is a little garden snake we encountered... we let him go his merry way. I'm hoping the dirt under all of the rocks and things our renters used in this flower bed is rich and good, as I used Mary Fritz' organic recipe for most of the beds years ago...


here's our yard debris from the weekend. we mowed/weed-eated the front and back yards, dug up a bunch of wild onion growing in the back, attacked the front flower bed in front of our bedroom and hauled/scooped up a lot of rocks out of both it and the front planter (and there's more to pick up!), and mikebell set up our new compost bin in the back yard. MB also performed most of the physical labor this weekend, it must be said. maggie hung out with us and did pretty well most of the time, playing in her pack 'n play and watching everything intently. see the crazy creepy aloe vera on the end?? it looked a little monstrous both in and out of the flowerbed.

I'm excited to plant more of the type of plants I enjoy. I want to go back and find photos of what I did with it when I lived here years ago, just to compare. we have more prep work to do, but it's a good start.

things that are really good:

--I made it to the Y three or four times last week. I know it seems dumb that I can't really remember how many times, but that's how things are. it was at least three, and THAT is awesome.

--as a birthday gift, we went to Luke's Locker Saturday morning and I got fitted with some Brooks tennis shoes, which are light as air and were on sale to boot.

--I got a new client last week that should be fairly steady, which is always good.

--I cut my soda and sugar consumption this past week and we ate really well, which just felt super-good.

--I'm loving Aveeno's tinted 30SPF daily moisturizer.

--this week we're doing our taxes. let's get it over with.

-m.y.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

is tired, but brought her soapbox.

so I've been trying to follow what's happening in the world as best I can, and I must say a lot of what I hear/see/read makes me want to bury my head in a mountain of diapers and Pat the Bunny. here are a few of the things under my skin:

I would consider myself rather fiscally conservative so it's sort of nice for people to *finally* be discussing balancing budgets, though the outrage and posturing about it is profoundly annoying to me after everyone and their bi-partisan dog went to everlasting war and made the equally bipartisan choice to bail out white collar criminals in banks and on Wall Street (most of whom still have their jobs and perks and faced no real consequence for nearly tanking the world economy, btw), but my conscience simply can't get behind plans to make cuts in such services as energy discounts to senior citizens, disabled children and mental health funding, and WIC in the name of 'balancing the budget'.

I mean, how big of a fiscal dent are you really making when you're only shifting mental health costs, and even increasing them on the backside? Not to mention putting people at risk? "Cutting mental health means that costs only get shifted to emergency rooms, schools, police, local courts, jails and prisons," said NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness) executive director Michael Fitzpatrick. "The taxpayer still pays the bill."

WIC is likely taking a 10 percent cut to it's Special Supplemental Nutrition Program. While a surplus in 2010 due to lower participation and expected food cost could float them through 2011, some of the defenses of the cut make me want to shake someone. The one that really kills me is that some think Women Infants and Children is too quick to encourage formula-feeding, which is more expensive and not as good for the babies, the women should really be breastfeeding, blah blah blah. Here's the thing - breastfeeding is hard. It's hard for women who are fortunate enough to stay home with their children, many of whom still don't produce enough milk and choose to supplement. It's really hard when you have a job or two, and you may or may not have access to breastpumps and 20-30 minute unpenalized breaks in your workday. It's especially hard if you're poor and can't feed yourself well, since that's how we make milk and all. We cannot castigate women, the majority of whom are doing the best they can to take care of their families, by telling them they don't deserve help with formula because they should really be breastfeeding and trying harder. Jerks. They had the babies you want them to have and many of them are out pulling themselves up by those bootstraps we all love to talk about, and you're going to cut funding to their food program and somehow insinuate that they aren't trying hard enough? Nice.

and since I'm there, I'm saddened that Planned Parenthood is being cut. I used a family planning clinic in college, a PP in grad school, and one when I moved here. it was an easy choice - they used a sliding scale and I could get my well woman exam way cheaper than going to a doctor. plus, my birth control pills were much cheaper, which I got on first at 22 before my wedding and stayed on for years because they regulated everything so well and supposedly helped with my ovarian cysts. not that that's here or there or anyone's real beeswax, but there seem to be morality questions surrounding the services PP provides. birth control pills??? why would a woman want birth control pills??? I understand that people are emotionally very charged about abortion and that's one of the services PP provides, but there are limits to how taxpayer money may be spent with regard to abortions and that's not all they do. So, while some pro-life people may feel positively about a cut to PP please understand that what's really being cut are other important, affordable health services to women. and yes, it's important for women to go to the lady doctor every year and be responsible for their bodies. it chaffs my hide that the personal choices of men don't seem to be put through near the scrutiny women face.

and teachers. wow. teachers are taking a super-beating right now. I know what - let's make life worse for them by making them out to be part-time slackers, lowering their pay/benefits, and increasing their class sizes (or just firing them outright) and watch what happens to the public education we all say we prize so highly. I encourage you to watch this lovely clip from Jon Stewart as he exposes the lavish lifestyle of public teachers. warning, there's a little bleeped out language. but I think it's pretty great.

in short, there are a lot of women, young children, and disadvantaged persons to be affected here, and I think it screams where the real priorities of our leaders lie. if we're really people who are pro-life, shouldn't we be concerned with protecting our citizens first, especially those that truly need it? What do we communicate by these types of cuts? Will private corporations step in when government fails? Will churches? I suppose we'll see. I know many people think that would be best. It occurred to me the other day that, just as we tithe to our church, so others consider the taxes they pay to be a tithe of sorts, to be used for the betterment of others. I don't really know why I write that... maybe because I can understand it better than I could a couple of years ago.

there. I've lost a little sleep but it's good to get that off my chest.

-m.y.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

what does one do?

when it's been too long between bloggings and there's too much to say?

POST A VIDEO.
we saw Robyn a couple of weeks ago at Warehouse Live and it was totally, totally fun. she's my favorite workout music right now and I wish she lived next door to us.



more stuff to come, thoughts and words and things. at least the ice is broken now.

-m.y.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

eight months, everybody.

and we're officially loving this stage of babydom. I mean, they all have their merits and super-sweet bits, but it's really fun to see how responsive margaretann's becoming and watch her explore her little world and exert her independence (or dependence, as the case may be!). here are our photos with Raggedy Ann:

demonstrating our ability to pull up onto the ottoman:



and the coffeetable!




but I don't want to sit still while you take a photo, could you hurry it along?


seriously, take the picture, woman.


aaaaand, I'm out! stuff to do, things to see, you know...



it's not you, Raggedy Ann. you'll always be my homegirl.



some tidbits about this month... we got our first tooth and Magz got truly sick for the first time and was a sad, sad sight for a week. she pretty much wanted to hang out on Mama 24-7, and has had a bit of mama's girl-itis since. a little separation anxiety is pretty developmentally normal for her age anyway, so we're giving her lots of love while still encouraging her to have a good time with other people at places like the Y, church, etc. the sickness threw everything off, but we're getting good sleep again (9p-7a usually) and her appetite for food is back. this week we've tried roasted acorn squash, which has gone over well. magz seems to be a fan of mixing the food together... fyi, homemade squash and homemade pears are flipping delicious all mixed up. she's crawling everywhere and pulling up, and still takes two (sometimes three) naps a day. she likes a lot of her toys and still enjoys the exersaucer. we're seeing more of a strength in her personality... she babbles sweetly - sometimes it's reeely loud (which sounds fairly hilarious to us and has earned her the moniker 'the banshee'), and when she's upset about something I get the sense that she's really letting me have it in baby-speak. she experiences quite a few disappointments/spills/frustrations throughout the day as she tries new things and struggles to communicate wants and needs, but is generally pretty good about allowing herself to be emotionally redirected by mom & dad. and sometimes she just has to cry a little. :) she definitely likes to play and explore and then look around to reconnect with us, and it's one of my pleasures to stop and spend time with her throughout the day or plant her on my hip as I put away laundry. I love that she yearns for me right now... it's such a sweet time, and I'm grateful for it.

in short... we like her a lot and I'm so, so thankful for my little family.

-m.y.